Monday, April 6, 2009
DAILY DRAMA - I'm not feeling you anymore
So tell me why I have a boyfriend that I'm just really not feeling anymore!?! The chemistry is still there and all but we just don't have as much as we used to. I think the decline started when he told me that he loved me. I was too shocked! I didn't know how to respond, so I didn't respond at all. After that, it made me start to question how I really felt about him. I came to the conclusion that I'm not sure how I felt about him, but I surely didn't love him like that. On top of that, I've been talking to an ex of mine and we've been having some pretty good conversations. I think those old feelings are starting to reemerge. He wants to come visit me and I think I want him to. He doesn't know that even have a boyfriend though. He's hinted at me that he knows I do, but I sure as heck haven't told him. I don't know what to do...... I'm feeling my ex, but not really feeling my boyfriend. HELLLLLLLLLLLLP!!!
CRUSH
I'm a junior at a popular high school in Pasadena, California. I just moved here from Chicago and was really looking forward to all the cute boys I heard were in California. There were a lot to choose from, but one boy in particular caught my eye. I'm not gonna say his name, but he sure caught my eye the moment I saw him. He's a junior also and the object of a lot of girls desires. I found myself really starting to like him, cause he was just a really great person on the inside. And very easy to look at :~). During 2nd semester is when I realized that I was moving past liking him, and moving into "infatuation" territory. Which was kind of new for me. At first I confused it with love, but then my friends quickly straightened me out since me and the boy hadn't even gone out yet. I had began to notice that he would stare at me in class, and smiles at me when I catch him staring. He started to talk to me more outside of class too. He would ask questions like he was trying to get to know me. after we exchanged numbers he would call me every night. It seemed like there was never a dull moment on the phone. We had started hanging out with each other more and more. One night on the phone in the middle of the conversation he said "I love you". GASP! I almost swallowed my tongue. Did he just say to me what I had been thinking about him all this time. He must have thought I was sucked into a vacuum cause I was just speechless. I finally, after what seemed like an eternity, mustered up the courage to say "I love you too". He said told me that he was serious and I assured him I was too. After that conversation our relationship took off and I was so happy. I got the man of my dreams and became the envy of all girls in school. Gosh, life sure is good!
Friday, March 20, 2009
My Perfect Date
I met this boy who was the cutest thing I have ever seen in my life. So one day my friend told me that she got his class. When she told me that, I was so happy. I knew that was the perfect opportunity to get closer to him. So one day she told him about me and how I liked him and all. The week after she told him, we “accidentally” bumped into each other and we started talking. He asked me out to the movies and of course, I accepted. When we got the tickets for the movie, Twilight, (we both love that movie so it wasn’t really hard to choose a movie to watch.) got into the theater and settled down, he started asking me questions about school. We talked for over 20 minutes before the movie started. After the movie was over, we went to Home Town Buffet. When we got there, we ate and talked, ate more and talked more. We talked about other dates we have been to and how they ended. We talked about a lot of stuff and played 20 questions one of the questions he asked me was if I had gotten my first kiss? I said no but before I could finish my sentence he gave me a kiss. At first I didn’t close my eyes, but when he did it again I did close my eyes. I felt his body pressing on mine. When we finished, he asked me to be his girlfriend and I accepted! After dinner, he took me home, gave me a good-bye kiss and left. That was my perfect date!
I met this boy who was the cutest thing I have ever seen in my life. So one day my friend told me that she got his class. When she told me that, I was so happy. I knew that was the perfect opportunity to get closer to him. So one day she told him about me and how I liked him and all. The week after she told him, we “accidentally” bumped into each other and we started talking. He asked me out to the movies and of course, I accepted. When we got the tickets for the movie, Twilight, (we both love that movie so it wasn’t really hard to choose a movie to watch.) got into the theater and settled down, he started asking me questions about school. We talked for over 20 minutes before the movie started. After the movie was over, we went to Home Town Buffet. When we got there, we ate and talked, ate more and talked more. We talked about other dates we have been to and how they ended. We talked about a lot of stuff and played 20 questions one of the questions he asked me was if I had gotten my first kiss? I said no but before I could finish my sentence he gave me a kiss. At first I didn’t close my eyes, but when he did it again I did close my eyes. I felt his body pressing on mine. When we finished, he asked me to be his girlfriend and I accepted! After dinner, he took me home, gave me a good-bye kiss and left. That was my perfect date!
Officially Unofficial
So, me and this boy Keith have been ‘talking’ for a couple of weeks now. Everyone just assumes we go out but we always deny it because neither one of us has made anything official. Inside my mind though, I’m thinking, “Man, when is this boy gonna ask me out and stop playin. I don’t have the time or the patience for it. I have other things I could be doing. I can go find any other boy, (not to sound vain), that will make things official in a snap. Prom is coming up and it’s supposed to be with someone special.” Keith is playin, talking bout he don’t think he’s ready for a permanent commitment right now. Psh… Man, if he don’t get! I need some commitment in my life. If not soon, why not? What’s standing in the way? Another girl? What? Well, all I know is that if this relationship doesn’t progress, I’m going to end up progressing …without him in the picture.
So, me and this boy Keith have been ‘talking’ for a couple of weeks now. Everyone just assumes we go out but we always deny it because neither one of us has made anything official. Inside my mind though, I’m thinking, “Man, when is this boy gonna ask me out and stop playin. I don’t have the time or the patience for it. I have other things I could be doing. I can go find any other boy, (not to sound vain), that will make things official in a snap. Prom is coming up and it’s supposed to be with someone special.” Keith is playin, talking bout he don’t think he’s ready for a permanent commitment right now. Psh… Man, if he don’t get! I need some commitment in my life. If not soon, why not? What’s standing in the way? Another girl? What? Well, all I know is that if this relationship doesn’t progress, I’m going to end up progressing …without him in the picture.
The Perfect Date
“Hey momma you look pretty today!!!!”
“Thank you honey, but umm what you want”?
“Dang mom I can’t give you a compliment without you guessing I’m trying to get over on you??”
“Girl what do you want.”
“Ok, Ok, Ok momma I was wondering if I could go out tonight with the hottest guy in the school?”
“It depends, is he paying for you and where at?
“Well we are going to go to Santa Monica beach and hopefully home after that.”
“OK yes you can go and you better come straight home afterwards.”
“Ok I will mama”
When I got to my room I immediately had to start finding the perfect fit. I couldn’t make up my mind. Should I rock the mini skirt with the halter top, the mini shorts with my brand new Hollister hood and flip flops, or should I go with the halter top because it pushes my boos up perfectly in place and the mini skirt will show the definition in my calf muscles. I want this date to be perfect, and I want something like a relationship to eventually occur with me and him. The music was bumpin’ in my room while I was in the shower. I washed my hair with my tropical tampiene shampoo and conditioner. When I got out the shower I wrapped and styled my hair into a pretty bun, so therefore he could see the true definition in my face and sparkling brown eyes. I put my eye liner, mascara, and eye shadow on, and then I put my expensive Paris Hilton perfume on. He would smell me from miles away and he would also establish a certain smell just for me. I was almost finished getting dressed hen my mom knocked on the door and told me Michael was here for me. I was wondering how she knew his name, he had to have come up to the door like a real gentlemen. ”Boy boo, he trying to get big bonus points with my momma already, whoa!!!” so after, I put my clothes on and took a final look. Can you say, “I look good!!” I gave my mom a final goodbye and headed to Michael’s fresh all black shiny Caprice. When I entered the car, he said “what’s up baby girl?” I said hello and winked my eye at the same time. By the time we engaged conversation, I had already thrown in my fresh piece of Winterfresh gum. As we rolled down the highway, I could view the city lights from L.A. We were coming straight out of Pasadena, so the view was magnificent. I must admit that I was sort of nervous and my palms were super sweaty. Michael had the music playing at a medium tone and I was just so relaxed and chilled to the rhythm. It seemed like his seats were hugging me. The interior on the seats were so nice, also, the tinted windows gave me the feeling of a Royal queen. We had reached the parking lot for the pier and he paid his dub for an up-close and personal space (can you say bank roll!!!). As we walked on the pier, he offered me everything, ice cream, pictures, smoothies, and every other thing that the salesmen offered us. The weather was perfect and the sunset was a mixture of blue, pink, and purple. The breeze blew my facial and arm hairs in the direction of the wind. This was so perfect, I mean, what else could you possibly ask for? The hottest guy in school was at the beach with me looking into my eyes. Time flew by and shortly after we were headed to the car. The drive home was not in silence, either. He was actually spitting his game now. Now the mood of everything was getting good!! My ears opened up big and wide when I heard him say, “Monica, you’re one of the prettiest girls I know, so therefore I wanna hold you down girl. Will you be my girl?” By the time we were arriving home, I was telling him a big yes in response to his question. He walked me to the door and gave me a kiss goodbye on the cheek. I was screaming inside my head. As I walked in the door, the only thing I could think of was Monday, at school, with him.
“Thank you honey, but umm what you want”?
“Dang mom I can’t give you a compliment without you guessing I’m trying to get over on you??”
“Girl what do you want.”
“Ok, Ok, Ok momma I was wondering if I could go out tonight with the hottest guy in the school?”
“It depends, is he paying for you and where at?
“Well we are going to go to Santa Monica beach and hopefully home after that.”
“OK yes you can go and you better come straight home afterwards.”
“Ok I will mama”
When I got to my room I immediately had to start finding the perfect fit. I couldn’t make up my mind. Should I rock the mini skirt with the halter top, the mini shorts with my brand new Hollister hood and flip flops, or should I go with the halter top because it pushes my boos up perfectly in place and the mini skirt will show the definition in my calf muscles. I want this date to be perfect, and I want something like a relationship to eventually occur with me and him. The music was bumpin’ in my room while I was in the shower. I washed my hair with my tropical tampiene shampoo and conditioner. When I got out the shower I wrapped and styled my hair into a pretty bun, so therefore he could see the true definition in my face and sparkling brown eyes. I put my eye liner, mascara, and eye shadow on, and then I put my expensive Paris Hilton perfume on. He would smell me from miles away and he would also establish a certain smell just for me. I was almost finished getting dressed hen my mom knocked on the door and told me Michael was here for me. I was wondering how she knew his name, he had to have come up to the door like a real gentlemen. ”Boy boo, he trying to get big bonus points with my momma already, whoa!!!” so after, I put my clothes on and took a final look. Can you say, “I look good!!” I gave my mom a final goodbye and headed to Michael’s fresh all black shiny Caprice. When I entered the car, he said “what’s up baby girl?” I said hello and winked my eye at the same time. By the time we engaged conversation, I had already thrown in my fresh piece of Winterfresh gum. As we rolled down the highway, I could view the city lights from L.A. We were coming straight out of Pasadena, so the view was magnificent. I must admit that I was sort of nervous and my palms were super sweaty. Michael had the music playing at a medium tone and I was just so relaxed and chilled to the rhythm. It seemed like his seats were hugging me. The interior on the seats were so nice, also, the tinted windows gave me the feeling of a Royal queen. We had reached the parking lot for the pier and he paid his dub for an up-close and personal space (can you say bank roll!!!). As we walked on the pier, he offered me everything, ice cream, pictures, smoothies, and every other thing that the salesmen offered us. The weather was perfect and the sunset was a mixture of blue, pink, and purple. The breeze blew my facial and arm hairs in the direction of the wind. This was so perfect, I mean, what else could you possibly ask for? The hottest guy in school was at the beach with me looking into my eyes. Time flew by and shortly after we were headed to the car. The drive home was not in silence, either. He was actually spitting his game now. Now the mood of everything was getting good!! My ears opened up big and wide when I heard him say, “Monica, you’re one of the prettiest girls I know, so therefore I wanna hold you down girl. Will you be my girl?” By the time we were arriving home, I was telling him a big yes in response to his question. He walked me to the door and gave me a kiss goodbye on the cheek. I was screaming inside my head. As I walked in the door, the only thing I could think of was Monday, at school, with him.
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